Its because I'm just too screwed up with life now.
I get stressed easily.
No matter wherever I am, I'll blow out easily even out of slightest matter on earth.
I scold my staffs at work when I do departure. I scold them when I do rover.
What's more when I am the backroom officer. Staffs get scolded by me for slightest favour.
To all concern, I'm sorry.
I've never been this way and this character never exist in my life before.
It somehow shatters my relationship with my family and boyfriend.
I get irritated easily when my brother poke me to crack jokes at home.
I find fault with the boyfriend often.
I'm just not being myself.
I don't scold or nag at people.
But what triggers my mood this way?
I love the people around me and never want to lose any of them.
I'm...........
;traumatised, I guess :(
