Thoughts from her

I Want To Spend My Lifetime Loving You

Moon so bright, night so fine
Keep your heart here with mine
Life's a dream we are dreaming

Race the moon, catch the wind
Ride the night to the end
Seize the day, stand up for the light

I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do

Heroes rise, heroes fall
Rise again, win it all
In your heart, can't you feel the glory?

Through our joy, through our pain
We can move worlds again
Take my hand, dance with me

I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do
I will want nothing else to see me through
If I could spend my lifetime loving you

Though we know we will never come again
When there is love, life begins
Over and over again

Save the night, save the day
Save your love, come what may
Love is worth everything we pay

I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do
I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do
I will want nothing else to see me through
If I can spend my life time loving you

Shattered Glass

If you're asking me how I am today,I feel like I'm such a fragile soul in the world. Everything I do is never right in everyone's eyes. And that what hurts me alot nowadays.

Work has really stuck me up. Every single check-in that I did is never perfect. I wonder why if I were to ask my higher authority,they would either turn their heads around or ask me to solve myself (when I don't even know how to start). Why are these people showing that attitude?

If I were to make a wrong move,I won't suffer alone,you see. The WHOLE COMPANY will suffer! Do you know the communication game whereby there will be 10 people in a row and they'll start passing msg from the transmitter starting from the first person to the tenth. That kind of thing. If the first person were to receive the wrong msg,of course it won't reach to the last one. But with the help of a third party,it could make things easier.

So why each time I go to the higher authority people they will turn away? NONSENSE right? Unless you telling me you want to die together with me and the rest. Can't you people think what if I do the wrong thing and you don't bother to help though I've already acknowldge you about it? You'll get the sparks from the big fire too,you know.

Why is everything around me seems all wrong? Even my personal life can just shatter my heart sometimes. I feel too weak to face the world now. I just hate to have this kind of life. I will always go through difficult time EVERYDAY. I really don't like it.

I'm trying hard to stay strong. I don't know if its really worth it.

;like shattered glass