Thursday, November 27, 2008

Reality Check!

Its painful and worrying knowing your bf/gf has to be away for some attachments or stuffs like that for a year or even more. Well,i'm not saying as if mine is going (i really hope not and already BANNED him from doing so..) but i've read some of the entries in others' blogs saying that their partner has to leave the country for job.

Having to read about all these,it set me thinking about future. I really have no idea where it leads to and only God knows how worried i am each time i think about it. I don't like it if my partner or any third party were to delay our age of starting a family. It's not necessary that once i'm married,die-die i have to make babies,right? So whats there to consider about furthering studies and stuffs just to pursue big dream and good job so that we can earn more and have stable job?

Oh come on! It doesn't mean if we have a Degree in blah blah blah we'll get great job and good pay isn't it? I have a Diploma. Look at me now! Who says I can't afford much having to earn this much? I get to pay loads of things. I still can treat my family and boyfriend lunch/dinner or even things... Well,it's not that i'm being proud or what... Cut-those shit! I'm just showing an example. Pursuing studies MEANS;
1. To have as much savings as you can
2.To have MUCH INTEREST
3.To have GOOD GRADES/GPA

Having all these,then you can brainstorm on continuing your studies. Orelse,DREAM BIG..
Hahaha!

I'm not talking out whats in my heart but i get sick of hearing people around me talking about pursuing studies and stuffs... Let us think and put it in a way that we really feel like furthering studies. At this point,you'll yearn to study blah blah blah.. At the next point,you'll get bored of studying and yearning to work..
Hahaha!

It's quite difficult to understand peoples' perceptions in lives. Everyone has their goal in life... So why bother to force someone to do something that may not guarantee his/her future to be PERFECT.

With that,i'll end my entry here...


;I miss my HONEY very much

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Lucky We're in Love in Every Ways

!HAPPY 13 MONTHSARY!

If you're reading this,honey,I just want to tell you that i love you very much!(and i hope you do too)

I hope we can progress further and improve our relationship by cutting down our quarrels every now and then.

It's just too painful to hurt each other (it's because we love each other TOO MUCH)

Till then,MUCH LOVE to MUHAMMAD ASHRAF! MUACKZZ!

No matter what happens,we'll always be together...

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Sometimes truth hurts

What lies beneath the truth?

Having someone telling stories may not convince every listeners. No matter how confident one talks,he or she may not be telling the truth. How would one tell if that person is honest? Some would say by looking at one's gesture. Some would say by looking into one's eyes. Well,it all depends on one's perspective.

Speaking about honesty,of course,one would lose trust on that person if he or she were to slip his or her tongue by twisting and turning the story. Well oh my... How painful will one be if he or she were to find out that the person is lying.

Well,sometimes truth hurts. But which one would you prefer? Having been told the fact and truth or the fake and lies?

A penny for thought :)